Mary
Beth's Editorial
Mary Beth Ricken was
the senior editor for the student newspaper at Our Lady of the
Pillar School when she was diagnosed with brain cancer. Following is the editorial
she wrote two weeks after her first surgery on 11/23/99
for the student newspaper, as its editor, to put into words her
thoughts. In keeping with her personal motto: "Life is
short, laugh hard!", she picked the title of this editorial to
show everyone that she still had her wonderful sense of humor.
EVER HAD YOUR HEAD EXAMINED?
By Mary Beth Ricken
I would first off like
to thank everyone at Pillar for everything you have done, not
just for me, but for my family. Your help has been completely
overwhelming. I can not thank you enough.
Before my surgery, it was thought that I only had a bad sinus
infection in the sinuses in the back of my head. I was feeling
nauseous in the morning and having awful headaches in the back
of my head that just would not go away. I missed a day of school
thinking I just needed some antibiotics and I would be fine. The next day I woke up and could not walk.
My mom took me to
the doctor who tried to make me do all these weird things like
touch my nose, then his finger (that seems to be all of my doctors'
favorite game) and walk in a straight line. I flunked all my
tests.
I was rushed to Children's Hospital where they gave me
a cat-scan. As soon as they started the machine, the operator
pulled my mom out to tell her they had detected a growth, most
likely a tumor, they said. They then sent me to have an MRI.
For
the MRI, I had to lie perfectly still on a huge machine and they
pushed me into a long narrow tunnel where the machine takes pictures
of my brain in layers in a complicated process. This took 1+
hours.
When it was over, I was told I'd be having surgery to
remove a tumor, a little bigger than a golf ball, from my cerebellum.
Mrs. Rieke taught me, the cerebellum is the part of the brain
that controls muscle coordination (no wonder I was having trouble
walking). Recovery from that surgery was slow. I did not get
out of bed for almost 4 days. My second surgery, exactly 1 week
later, to remove a peanut m&m sized tumor was much easier.
I got out of bed just hours after surgery.
I can not go back to school until I have some more tests and
take time healing at home (probably two weeks). I will start
my radiation and chemotherapy sometime in December.
Once again, I would like to thank you for your continued prayers
and
support as I battle this cancerous tumor.
Love,
Mary Beth
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